In a Rut

So lately I feel as though as I am in a rut. I just don't feel like myself. For the last couple of days I just feel sad, especially after I found out my contract got extended until the end of April and then after that I have no idea what is going to happen. I just feel like everything is going wrong at this time. It's been good because I've been able to hang out with my friends a lot which is really helpful. I just wish I could see my fiancee more often :( we only see each other like twice a week if were lucky and it sucks! I need to get out of this rut!

Weekend

I am sooooo happy that it's the weekend :) it is much needed.

Engaged!

I'm so happy, while being on vacation in San Francisco; which was amazing by the way! My boyfriend engaged to me on March 13, 2011 in room 223 of the Castle Inn! It's so weird being engaged, I can't explain it, and it's even weird to say I have a fiance. It was so cute, because he was so nervous that he couldn't even say the speech he wanted to say. He was shaky and got down on one knee. I'm so surprised he kept it a secret because he is the worst secret keeper of life. He always wants to spoil Christmas gifts and Birthday gifts because he's excited about what he bought. I'm happy he kept this a secret though. It was a simple proposal; it wasn't over the top; and the ring is gorgeous :)

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It`s so stressful being a girl sometimes... waxing, hair dying, plucking. Always needing to look good! I`d like a guy to be in a girls shoes one day and see what it`s like!

Soooo Excited!

I cannot believe I leave on Saturday already! The time has gone by so fast it`s unbelievable. I booked my trip to San Francisco in September and it`s finally almost here!!! EEEK! I cannot wait to go to Alcatraz and to see the Golden Gate Bridge, and to walk around and site see and to go to an NBA game that my bf really wants to see. It`s all going to be so exciting :)

     

Out with the OLD and in with the NEW

So you know those friends who constantly talk about themselves or will cut you off in the middle of your story to say something about what happened to them. It's so hard to keep a friendship with them, when they call you to vent, yet when you call them they don't have time or they brush your problem off likes it's not a big deal even though it may be a HUGE deal to you. Then they just stop texting and stop calling you for no apparent reason because they're "too busy". Well it takes about 2.5 seconds out of your day to send a text saying, "hey how's it going?"

Well I've decided that I can't keep waiting for the text or phone call. I've decided that it's best for me to cut myself out of the friendship before I get hurt/disappointed anymore.

So out with the old and in with the new :)

First Blog Post

Well this is my first blog post.

I decided to start blogging to get my thoughts out their and to help clear my head a  bit.
A couple of my friends have began blogging and they seem to enjoy it.

Well see how it goes :)

P.S. Have you seen Lady Gaga`s new music video! All I can say is a little creepy, but she out did herself!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wV1FrqwZyKw&feature=player_embedded